I can't believe I haven't posted this yet....

So a few weeks back I posted some pics of my little bro and I playing guitar hero and playing with guitars when we were tots....I did the layout of it and it was sooooooo super fun to do it!!!! I may actually frame it and hang it up and make a duplicate for my bro...(so matt if you're reading this--let me know if you'd dig having a copy of it). I made this with the Treasured Scrapbooking Kit #1 which had a ton of really yummy stuff in it!!!

I've really been having fun using old pictures that I got at Mom and Dad's last time I was there (I always want to say "home" rather than Mom and Dad's but I technically own my OWN "home" but regardless--it's still "home").

But...with those old pictures I did a fun layout for a contest we're having at Treasured Scrapbooking to scrap an old school picture....it has been a BLAST to see the results that people are coming up with for this!! But I'll stop typing and just embarass myself....

Getting personal...

So here it is, midnight, and I've been in tears all evening. At first I thought they were "bad" tears and now I'm realizing they're good tears. You see, God's been putting his finger on me for quite some time. Lately he's been putting it on me quite hard...to the point that I couldn't ignore it anymore. He was "poking" me whenever I was pushing aside anything that had to do with my emotions, feelings, thoughts etc....I was trying to just "do it all on my own" yet I felt like I was somehow doing what God wanted me to do. When, really, I'd just become bitter and resentful. After another fight with my husband over absolutely nothing, I did A LOT of soul searching.

I take care of people and their very large problems on a daily basis for a living. I also have been working through some stuff with Tim and being supportive of him and also being supportive of my other friends. What I WASN'T doing was seeking support for ME. I was trying to do it all on my own and getting frustrated that I didn't have anyone to talk to. All I needed to do was ask God for help and then I would feel at peace enough to ask other people for help! I didn't want to "bother" Tim with it because we were dealing with other stuff, I didn't want to "bother" Brenda or Mom with it because, well frankly, I knew the minute I'd start talking about it the floodgates would open and I'd start bawling and I was still not sure what about. I hate crying. Especially when I don't know WHY I'm crying. I knew this was coming and I've been avoiding it like the plague. It took the ever so subtle "prodding" of God through my dear friend Kim to make me finally see what was going on. The funny thing is, I don't know if Kim knew she was doing it--but I'm sure God did. I just continually became frustrated that I felt like no one was listening to me. It's because I wasn't asking them to.

I still know I don't have "it" figured out (whatever "it" may be) but I'm hoping that now I'm on the right track and I'm going to start asking people for help for myself too. I sat and tried to poke Tim to wake him up to tell him about it (which is near impossible). I think he heard some of it but probably not all of it. So here I sit at my computer, blogging about this. Why, I'm not so sure. I don't usually put things "out there" like this. But then again, didn't I just say that's exactly the problem I'm having??? LOL I felt like I needed to blog this because maybe it will help someone else that God is "prodding" ever so subtly to just stop and pay attention to what he's "prodding" about for a minute.

Either way--It feels good to get it "out there" and now I can go to sleep. Thank God.

Mom and Maya weekend

This is the weekend that happens once a year where I get to have the house all to myself with just one dog....it's called grouse opener to tim but Mom and Maya weekend to us!!! We decided last night to take off and go sleep on "the beach"--(a place just out of town pretty special to Tim and I) with my friend Katie.

I was feeling desperate for waking up on Lake Superior in the morning to breath that AMAZING air and to see the stars. We had perfect weather last night and this morning and as soon as we packed up the fog rolled in (God knew that's what we needed for our souls last night).

I really wanted to just see stars and the milky way and the sunrise. Well, the moon was so bright last night you couldn't really see too many stars to start with. BUT at 4:30 am I woke up (there were some VERY loud coyotes) and looked straight up and there was the Milky Way and SEVERAL shooting stars!!!! It was PERFECT!!!!! Then at 6:03 am I woke up with a start and the sun was coming up and I started shooting away....

I'm sooo proud of these pictures!! The ONLY photoshopping I did to these was bump the contrast a tiny bit to "pop" the clouds. So all I can say is.....THANK YOU RHEA!!!!!!!!!! (My photography teacher)

Rather than posting them all again over here on my blog...PLEASE take a look at my Flickr account HERE
Or click the slideshow in my sidebar and you will see them too!!

Photography Contest Honorable Mention!!

Well, I didn't win BUT I did get honorable mention in the Reminisce "Capture" Photography contest!!!!!!

HONORABLE MENTION goes to:

Jessica Egge
Mindi Slaymaker
Robin Hingtgen
Amy Patterson
Angela Ploegman
Cheryl Baase
Christine Jensen
Heather Garl
JoEllyn Steele
Julie Walton
Kim Van Wormer
Lauri Greene
Michele Beck
Mikki Boyd
Rita Shimniok
Sarah Fordyce
Shawna Harrah

My friend Julie is on that list too!!!!

check my name out HERE!!

Oh and don't forget to check out my Flickr for new pics I post!

The 1st Reveals...

So it's the first of the month!!! After a long busy weekend I've got everything done except some FUN baby shower stuff I get to do for my best friend!! I'm excited to be able to do some fun projects for that!!

So, as I look at my header I HATE it...but...luckily Julie over at Treasured scrapbooking has posted a challenge to scrap a blog header so I will be doing that sometime soon too!! You can see that challenge and all the rest HERE

Here are my layouts:

I had kit #1 this month and it is BY FAR EASILY MY MOST FAVORITE KIT EVER!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE EVERYTHING IN IT!! IF IT SEEMS LIKE I'M YELLING IT'S BECAUSE I AM!


This was for my challenge for the month to scrap your job in honor of labor day.....I had to black out sensitive info--there's not really big black marks on my page ( ;) )